Unbearable Suffering: My Struggle With the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a overcast weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sharp sensation bloomed behind my one eye. This was followed by rapid stabs, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the discomfort eased and then came back with increased intensity. Four times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in the spring, soon forming an annual cycle. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically begin with intense discomfort around a single eye that persists for several hours.
About one in 1,000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically begin with sudden, excruciating agony around one eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. I have the episodic form, which occurs in periodic bouts; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What connects patients is the intensity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during attacks; the number fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her teens, like many causes, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize daily activities around erratic pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an evil entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient healing texts propose bizarre remedies for what modern experts would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a separate condition, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by global headache committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery which supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the disorder note this.
In 1998, scientists published the results of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such progress, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple surgeries before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache disorders, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain features such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a calm advisor talked them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack passed.
Official guidance on management advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the bouts of some people.
But consultant neurologists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer treatment process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout dictates the treatment.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are handled with acute therapy only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the area of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a